The Crush.

Constantly on my mind even when I'm thinking about something else you always seem to find a way back inside my mind.

Thoughts of you seem to be contagious and i guess I know why . You're a great guy. I'm infatuated with your heart , I admire your mind ,whenever I'm having a bad day ..your words are ever so kind& seem to ease my mind . Even when I'm sleep you're still on my mind ,you've invaded my dreams & possibly my heart but if I tried to tell I wouldn't know where to start.

Hope

Its to the point where  everything is going wrong that could possibly go wrong .

My life is beginning to feel like one of those depressing love songs.

Life is full of disappointments and I'm looking for the antidote .

Feels like im dying slowly, there are hands around my throat .

I'm overwhelmed ,I can't swim ,I'm diving in  I'm going to drown . 

I'm in a cave full of darkness trying to grasp that light of hope.

Ecstasy

This is my first time here in ecstasy.

I'm not quite sure what to expect ,he begins to kiss me on the lips then proceeds to my neck .

I'm not sure how this will go so I follow his lead .

Clothes disappear & I wrap my legs around him for protection , I can feel his nature , now we're truly connected .

Pleasure uncontainable and moans begin to spill out my mouth .

I try not to make too much noise but on the inside I just wanna scream and shout .

Draft

Tears upon my face ,and youre the reason that they're there. You're the reason that I smile and yet the reason for my tears. Heartache ...the heart's  worst fear.