Eccedentesiast

Behind the smile is eternal denial 

Everything's not okay but I hide behind the smile. 

Everybody has a struggle ,everybody faces diversity ,but I'd rather keep my hurt ,to me.

Everything's not okay but I hide behind this smile.

I try to stay optimistic although sometimes I can get narcissistic ,but who wouldn't when things are at an all time low.

Yet still I hide behind my smile ,for me it's my external denial .

To the world is says everything is okay ,as for me ,it just helps me get thru the day.

Wolf in sheep's clothing

Picture perfect words from the devil himself.

He will tell you everything you want to hear so that you don't doubt yourself.

He will feed on your soul and by the time you realize it , its fatal for he has control .

There's no turning back once you give in to the havoc.

He'll have you running back for more because now you're an addict.

You're his puppet & only God can bring you back.

Scattered Critic

The walls are closing in on me , my spirit is slowly being crushed . I don't know how much more I can take I feel like I'm losing control of my own fate. When I look at myself & my life , I beginning to hate myself , self hate.